l am not quite sure why Senka recommended i keep a Journal but it is not such a bad idea. Life has been incredibly stressful lately, and it was only made worse by Timothy dropping Detroit onto TimberHolde. He dropped a city from a completely different realm onto another. No normal person would think that is a great idea. I am surprised he could even do that considering he is so old when he farts not even dust comes out.
The only thing that seems to calm me lately is to check up on my son and tinker with some of the new technology that has come from the Timberholde incident. I am familiar with most of it from traveling between the realms there is a few things i have not encountered. A great change has hit Simul and i cant wait to see what happens next.
It has been awhile since my last entry in this journal. Life has kept me pretty busy as of late, my family is finally back together. The school is doing great and the students seem to be enjoying their classes. Well that is debatable as of late, students seems uncomfortable with the fact that guardians and other allies of mine show up at the castle wounded and damn near begging for help. I have had to institute a rule for my allies that essentially bans them from the rest of the school beyond the infirmary and a special part of the castle i have had created just for them. This entire problem started when Boone came to the castle carrying Quenya, and Falvir down a hallway full of students. It would not have been that bad but it seems a few students recognize Boone as someone who should not be trusted or allowed onto the castle grounds.
The day Boone brought Quenya back in the shape she was in i did not know what to do, it was the first time she had actually been wounded like that. It was bad enough i felt like my heart was going to explode, i felt every moment of her life slowly slipping away. All i felt was pain but deep down it was something else. It was fear, the fear of losing the other half of myself. I know most people would not understand that pain, i am sure some do though. The connection between a void walker and the one they are bonded to is a powerful one, if either one dies there is a chance the other will die with them. If Quenya died i know i would have not died with her, i would have become and different person for sure. the pain would never go away and my madness would not have something to fight against except myself. She helped me so much in keeping the madness at bay, i have no clue how long it would be before i was no longer the man everyone knew and loved.
I am going to end this on a good note though, Senka was able to stabilize Quenya and Falvir. It is a small victory considering they are both in a coma right now, she even managed to heal Boone enough to get him out of the castle. He keeps coming back though, he says it to check in on Lyanna and Vincent. I think that is part of it, another part of it is he finally found a place that accepts him and is willing to help him. The man might be an insufferable ass but that is not his fault. He just needs to stop scaring my students.